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To Nano or Not to Nano…

If you’re an aspiring writing, you’ve most likely heard of NaNoWriMo–National Novel Writing Month. Every November, thousands of wanna-be writers (this girl included on an occasion or two) park their backsides in booths and tables at coffee shop across America (and beyond!) and apply fingers to keyboard in an effort to tap out 50,000 words in a month.

It’s a daunting task. I’ve participated twice in NaNo and failed twice.

If I were to sit and think about why I failed, it really comes down to things:

  1. Daily word count
  2. Winning

I am an incredibly competitive person. I’m not very good at sports, but I am ruthless at board and card games. I’ve been known to doggedly play the same game over and over until I win… and then quit. (Hey–I said I was competitive, not stupid!). Winning, as ridiculous as this sounds, means something to me. Probably because I’m not incredibly athletic, never played sports growing up, and was nearly always the last person chosen for a gym class team.  The idea of winning at writing is VERY appealing to me–hello? (Wanna-be) Writer over here! However, NaNo has kinda become like the only game I’ve ever played and never won: Chess.

I am a terrible Chess player not for lack of trying–trust me, I try all. the. time!–but because I can never strategize correctly. When I plan out my moves in advance, carefully analyzing the board and all possible moves, my opponent inevitably finds the one available move I did not. When I play by the seat of my pants, I inevitably find my Queen sidelined and my King backed into a corner by a band of evil pawns.

Winning then becomes a chore rather than a fun goal. NaNo winning, the two times I participated, were kind of like that. I found myself either stymied by some minor detail that slipped my attention during all my pre-writing planning or backed into a corner and facing far too many narrative threads to bother untangling them.

Daily word count is no friend of mine either. I like to choose my words carefully. I frequently write, read, delete, and rinse and repeat. This idea that to “win” one has to write X amount of words a days is in some ways a bit too much pressure for me.  I inevitably throw my hands in the air and say “f**k it” when my word count falls behind.  The headlong  rush to the daily finish line just doesn’t suit my writing style.

So I’m on the fence: To NaNo or not to NaNo? I have roughly 20K written. NaNo, if I completed the challenge, would give me another 50K, leaving about 10-15K to write to complete the manuscript. (Whew! That’s a LOT of K!).

I don’t want to race, but I desperately want to finish.

What about it friends? Are you NaNo-ing

Hello! Won’t You Come In?

Why hello there, friend! Welcome to my blog.

I bet you’re going “Oh man! Not another one of these wanna-be writers’ blogs!”

Well… yeah. I’m a wanna-be writer and this is my blog. I can’t promise that the posts will always be relevant as I’m easily boondoggled by shiny things like movies and TV and cats and craft projects (ESPECIALLY craft projects and ESPECIALLY during Halloween!). I do promise to *try* to amuse as much as possible and on occasion, maybe impart a little wisdom.

So other than that, (extends hand) hello! I’m Tina. I’m a thirty-something living with my beau and my two crazy Siamese cats. I love my cat’s irrationally and think that when it comes to my beau I’m the luckiest girl alive. Seriously, friends, he makes AMAZING breakfast! And that’s not all he’s good at if you catch my drift (wink, wink). No, seriously. He’s beyond supportive of my writing endeavors and frequently wishes I’d get published so we could live la vida loca (HA!). But I digress.

So yeah… I’m a wanna-be writer and this is my blog.